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i have a new lj!

2005-04-15T04:58:03Z

new lj: www.livejournal.com/~myssbrightside

i just spent the past hour or so deleting more than 100 entries from this journal.
there are sooooo many bad memories in here so i decided to make a new one so i could start over. :D

haha =)

2005-02-21T06:01:52Z

~burydmyselfalyv~

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personality test

2004-07-12T01:28:10Z

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results

Sociability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Aggressiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Assertiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Activity Level	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%
Excitement-Seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Enthusiasm	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Extroversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	45%
Trust	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Morality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Altruism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Cooperation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Modesty	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Sympathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Friendliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	69%
Confidence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Neatness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Dutifulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Achievement	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Self-Discipline	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	45%
Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Volatility	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Depression	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Self-Consciousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Impulsiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Vulnerability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Emotional Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Imagination	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Artistic Interests	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Introspection	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Intellect	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Liberalism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Openmindedness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	53%

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i think this is so true

haha but it also says im a loner. HAHA. wow.
anybody who knows me would say that i am so not.
im insecure though. and i admit it HAHA!

survey

2004-07-12T01:23:22Z

survey! i got this from erren! haha.

1) First Grade Teacher: mrs. de leon
2) Last words you said: yay
3) Last song you sang: buried myself alive - the used
4) Last person you hugged: ruthie
5) Last thing you laughed at: richie. HAHA.
6) Last time you said 'I love you': yesterday
7) Last time you cried: looooooong time ago
8) What's in your CD player: incubus - make yourself
9) What colour socks are you wearing: gray
10) What's under your bed: crap HAHA
11) What time did you wake up today: 10:30am
12) Current taste: ice creaaaaam.
13) Current hair: kulottttt. haha
14) Current clothes: shirt and shorts
15) Current annoyance: this one poser i know..
16) Current longing: seeing my brother reg
17) Current desktop picture: me and my homie g.. emily
18) Current worry: the 3 freakin books that i have to read and annotate for the fall
21) Current favourite article of clothing: jeans and shirts. YAY!
22) Favourite physical feature of the opposite sex: eyeeeessss
23) Last CD that you bought: cd? dont remember..
24) Favourite place to be: mall! HAHA!
25) Least favourite place: home.. my room. yay!
26) Time you wake up in the morning: haha it depends.. most of the time i wake up around.. 11am-2pm
27) If you could play an instrument, what would it be: drums and bass guitar
28) Favourite color: black, red, blue, silver
29) Do you believe in an afterlife: yuppp
30) How tall are you: 5"5'
31) Current favourite word/saying: craaaaaaap!
32) Favourite book(s): i will survive. YEAH! haha
34) One person from the past you wish you could go back and talk to: my grandpa.. i guess.. and allen
35) Favourite day: friday.. and saturday. YAY!
36) Where do you want to go: italy, france, hawaii
37) What is your career going to be like: ROCK SUPERSTAR! HAHA!
39) What kind of car will you have: im not thinkin about that yet. haha
40) Type a line you remember from any book: "i go to school in shitville high school"
41) A random lyric: "should have done something but ive done it enough.. by the way.. ur hands were shaking rather waste some time with you.."
42) Identify some things surrounding your computer: water bottle.. cellphone.. and oter crap. da. da. da.

ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with? my dad. argh. wow. HAHA
2. What is your weapon of choice? weapons of mass destruction. HAHA joke!
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? yeah! why not?
4. How about of the same sex? yeah. who cares? i wanna hit someone right now! haha freakin poser
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? haha MY DAD!

SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? eat vegetables. MWAHAHAH!
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 3pM!!!!!! MWAHAHAH!
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact: some friends that i havent seen for yeaarrrrrs!
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? all my excuses are lame. ahahha!
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? uhm yeah. haha.
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? haha when i ran the mile. dang. baaaaaad memoriessss!
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? i dont even use one!

GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? water
2. Meat eaters: CHICKEEEEEN! im a chicken monster!
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? i dont drink!
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? no.
5. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? SWEEEEEEEEEETS!
6. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"? nooooo

LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? ewan!
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family?) nobody! are u nuts! hAHA!
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? uhm ew no
4. Have you "done it"? gosh. im too young for that!
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? eyes
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? no.
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? no.

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own? nada.
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? hot topic. victoria's secret. NYAHAHAHA. spencers
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? help people.. and go.. SHOPPING!!! YEAAA!
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? ricH!
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? yeah.
6. Have you ever stolen anything? yeah.
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? 4,000.. i think

PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? accomplishments in academics.
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? being student of the month for three years in a row.. getting straight A's. blah
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? be a rock superstarrrrrr!
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? not really. i dont really care.
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill? nope
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? yeah. homework! haha barely.
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? i went to ate moon's graduation and was bored out of my head but i ddnt complaaaaain!

ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? maggie's lakehouse. danggg!
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? no.
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? someone talented, smart, pretty.. and just plain PERFECT!
4. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? i wish i was thinner. grrrrarrrrrr!
5. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? how they can forgive so easily and make friends so easily.
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? not really.
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? sloth

SEVEN HEAVENLY VIRTUES
FAITH
1. What religion do you follow? im a mormon.....
2. What religion were you raised as? mormon/lds.
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? human.
4. Do you believe in magic? not really.. its interesting though.
5. What was the last promise you broke? to clean my freaking room. GRRRR!
6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it?yeah. tee hee. sorry!
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? not really

HOPE
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? nope. i never do.
2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? be less lazy haha
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? not really.. haha
5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket? nope.
6. Do you gamble? nope.

CHARITY
1. What causes do you support? less fortunate people.
2. What causes have you given money or time to? same.
3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless? nope
4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel-inherent worldwide charity group? not really
5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street? yes
6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food? yes.
7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need? i dont know..im always there for them though.

FORTITUDE
1. What are you most afraid of? being buried alive HAHA.. death.. my house burning[yes im afraid of that.really] and growing up. idontwant2growuphaha
2. What did you do today that was really brave? nuthing really
3. Who is your favorite super hero, and why? none
4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone? yes.. if i love the person very much. otherwise.. i'll think about it. haha
5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart? brains.
6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? all the time
7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower? both. depends on the situation.

JUSTICE
1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty? nope
2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it? i would find some way out of it! haha
3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)? i think so.
4. Which should be guaranteed legal: cocaine, marijuana, heroin? none.
5. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA? i dont really care about that haha.
6. What was your favorite media circus trial? none haha

TEMPERANCE
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? being online and sleep
2. Do you collect anything? yessss.. tickets, stuffed animals.. and many more...
3. Are you addicted to anything? my fone and computer HAHA!
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? no
5. What's you preferred method of paying for things? cash
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do: a lotttttttt. and im not telling! haha
7. Do you feel that you obsess over things? yeah. i get obsessed easily haha

PRUDENCE
1. Who is the wisest person you know? my mom yeeeeeaaaaay!
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil? nope
3. Do you take advice when it's given? depends on whos givin it to me wahhaha
4. What area are you wisest in? i have no clue.
5. Do you drive defensively? i cant drive yet! try.. nxt year
6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage? uhm no.
7. What did you learn today? nuthing haha!

quizzes againnnnnnnn... haha boredom

2004-07-01T15:21:45Z

wow.. these quizzes are sooooo true. HAHA. they say a lottt about me.

which candy i am.. haha

You're a Jaw Breaker!!!! You tend to be quite
upfront about everything. Some admire you for
this quality, while others often resent you for
it. Although you may act tough, whether you
hate to admit it or not there is some sweetness
inside of you.

Which kind of candy are you?
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You're Skittles!!! You have a very interesting
personality, you're so unique. You're the kind
of person who always thinks outside of the box.
You're also a very accepting individual, and
believe in inner beauty.

Which kind of candy are you?
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what sign of frustration i am..
wow this is so me. HAHA

Your sign of frustration is....Well, nothing. You
never get frustrated, which is very odd.
Nothing bothers you, and you act very sensible
when you are faced with a problem. Remember
though, that it is alright to get frustrated on
certain occasions, for it is only natural.

What sign of frustration are you?
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which world i belong to..

You belong in another of my worlds. The world of
self-destructive tendencies, either through
actual physical destructiveness or emotional
breakdowns that you keep bottled up inside,
thus hurting yourself. You feel that life is
nothing but pain, and you see red in everything
with the memories of the blood you have
bled(literally or figuratively) for your
hurting. You live in a hidden land that few
will ever understand or see in you, because you
keep it to yourself and only let a few rare
people into the truth of your reality. Er...I
don't condone my own actions, so I really don't
know what else to say. Of course, you could
also just REALLY like blood....or you might be
homicidal, not suicidal. ^_^;

Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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the emotion that dominates me..

Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways.
You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you
don't care. But that does not make you a bad
person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I
love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a
little more. Trust me life hurts, most people
who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt.
But don't worry, life is pain, its also
pleasure. Good luck. (please vote)

What Emotion Dominates you?
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how my life is rated. HAHA. wow im PG! HAHA

My life is rated PG.
What is your life rated?

im the nihilist care bear.. cool.. haha!

Nihilist Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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